A take on all things nerdy from the feminine point of view
Saturday, June 4, 2016
89 Days Until Dragon Con
Julie and I as kids.
I have ALWAYS struggled. I have often thought about what is my
'problem'. Is it food? Is it laziness? I do not think it is just one
thing or another, I think it is many things. When I was young, my best
friend was a twig. She ate more than I did and was so slender. I was
always at her side and so naturally I was chubby compared to her.
Apart, I was not chubby at all. I often got teased for my weight and
many other things. I think in a way I was programmed to focus on my weight. This did not happen overnight. The focus started early and it took decades to become a daily thought. How long have you focused on your weight? It does not matter if you are thin or overweight, How long have you thought about it? Every day, I think about my weight every day of my life. Crazy and a little deep, right? I agree. Who knows. Maybe this blog will help my thinking change. LOLOLOL NOT.